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Welcome back world! Here is the second unofficially official publication of my thoughts to the internet. Y’all were so kind with the feedback from last week’s post and I can’t thank you enough for even clicking on the link, let alone showing me so much love in return. I am elated with the thought that the Lord could have used me to spread a message of kindness. Last week’s post brought over 10,000 viewers to my site, and I am utterly speechless. I hope to continue the trend with this post and hopefully touch a heart or two with these thoughts.

Each of my ramblings have been inspired by a sermon here and a song there, maybe even a podcast.  This week’s came from a book called The Shack. I read this book for the first time when I was in the 10th grade, and naturally my adolescent brain only derived about half of the meaning from the book. I reread it again about four months ago when the movie was set to be released, and it was a life changer. The second time around, I didn’t just read the words for the story, but for the symbolism. I didn’t read it like a book, but I opened my heart and received it like the lesson I needed. While it is an extremely powerful novel in itself, it truly revolutionized my view of my relationship with Christ. I would recommend the book AND the movie, and for once in my bookworm life, they are a perfect fit for each other. The movie was a beautiful illustration of all the book has to offer. This post wasn’t intended to be a book/movie review, because if it were I promise I would write a novel of my own just raving about the book itself. I just want to give credit where credit is due, and one particular part of the movie really set my train of thought on fire.

There is a scene in the movie where the main character is asked to sit in the seat of judgement. He is shown vastly different people, and must judge whether or not they are worthy of going to Heaven or deserving of being sentenced to Hell. He is faced with rapists, murderers, thieves, and even his own abusive father. He is asked the criteria he uses for his judgement, and he replies with if the person harms him or his family, they are bad. If not, they are good. This black and white approach is what he uses to justify “sending” these people to spend an eternity in Hell. Of course, he is not actually deciding the fate of these souls for eternity, but being taught a lesson by God. The whole situation is brought to light when this man is asked to choose which of his children gets to go to Heaven and which must go to Hell. As any parent would, he is distraught and is unable to choose. As he begs to go to Hell in their place, he realized the horrible pain the Lord endures because of our sins each day. How in the world is a parent supposed to choose one child deserving of an eternity in Heaven?? This is the exact same battle our Heavenly Father grappled with before He sent His son to go in our place. In ALL of our places. Because of humanity’s immense sins, not one of us was deserving of salvation. Our Father did this out of pure love, "I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness. If anyone heard my words but does not keep them, I do not judge that person. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save the world." {John 12:46-47}

The bible says “let him without fault cast the first stone,” {John 8:7} Reality is that the only person to ever walk the Earth without fault was Jesus Christ, and we all know the way that story ended. Rather than using his perfect position to cast blame on humanity or scorn us for our sins, He took them all away. He bore the weight, the burden, the shame and the pain of every sin committed before he walked the Earth to forevermore. If I think of the guilt my own heart carries for the sins committed in my young life, I am absolutely astonished at the thought of holding the sorrow of every single heart at one time. Jesus did that for us. Not for the pride, the accolades, the recognition. He did it so each and every one of His Heavenly brothers and sisters could one day join him in Heaven. & just like that, every sin I have ever and have yet to commit was washed away and I was made new.

With all of that in mind, how can I possibly think myself worthy of passing judgement on anyone else? I am just as guilty and as ridden with sin as the next person. Through Heavenly eyes, we are all sinners and are all equal. No one man’s sin is greater than the next. If the only blameless One says that another’s sin is no worse than mine, who am I to say otherwise? Who am I to decide that someone else is not worthy of salvation when God’s mercy determined that I was?

We live in a world on display. Between the news, social media, and our need for constant stimulation, we are surrounded with the happenings of the world and of others. Our sinful nature and our stunning lack of grace means that we are able to seamlessly look beyond our own sins and “throw stones” at others for theirs. I’ll say it again because I personally need to hear it again; no one is less deserving of salvation because they sin differently than me.

It is no secret that the world is full of controversy, from politics to gender identity to sexuality to racism and beyond. Barely an hour passes between one breaking news story of a protest to the next. Each day the amount of intolerance grows and love diminishes. I want to ask the world as a whole, myself included, when did arguing become our preferred method of communication? When did all of our words become riddled with hate? When did we lose respect for any opinion that differs slightly from our own? While there is a great many things about society today I and my religion do not agree with, that does not give me the right to tell others they are wrong, let along become hostile and hateful about it. "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building each other up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen." {Ephesians 4:29} I must ask myself what will do more good in spreading the message of the gospel, telling someone they are wrong and that their lifestyle is not biblically correct, or loving them the way that Jesus does?  Fighting fire with fire will only cause more destruction. My Father holds our world in its’ chaotic entirety in His hands, and that is enough for me. My role is to pray, pray, and pray some more for the world we live in and leave it where it lies, in His hands.

The bottom line: if I were meant to be in a position of judgement, I would be seated upon a throne in Heaven. Lucky for the me and the rest of the world, the One who actually holds that role has quite a bit more grace than I do. I vow to not be one more voice speaking hate into our world and promote love every chance I get.



​​SMLXL


Hello people of the world wide web, thank you for joining me on my venture into the world of blogging. This is something that has been on my mind for several months now, but I never thought it was the right time or that I had any of the right things to say. This past Sunday morning, I was sitting in church and it was as though the Holy Spirit grabbed my shoulders and shook me and said 'silly girl, don't you know I will give you all the right words?!' & so He did. I haven't taken notes that furiously since I was in high school trying to conquer math class. Five handwritten pages of notes and a vicious hand cramp later, and I am ready to share my thoughts with the world, and pray that someone stumbles upon them.  

In the turmoil of the world today, our entire culture preaches division. Our differences are exploited and targeted rather than celebrated. Our innate beauty and divine gifts are hidden because they do not fit the mold of society. The criteria of beauty has become so distinct that it is unattainable for us flawed human beings. The prominence of social media in today's society urges us to fit into a cookie cutter image of the trendy youth. Or the stylish mom. Or the rebellious millennial. There is nothing in our world today that truly celebrates individuality. We are taught to be ourselves but then told, "wait, not like that." 

The Holy Spirit has something to say about this. 1 Corinthians 12 says 'But in fact, the LORD has arranged all the parts of the body, every one of them, just in the way they were intended to be." To put this in context, we are all God's children. As his creation, we make up the body of Christ. We were once lost and lonely, but we have been baptized by the Spirit into one body. Not one of us is meant to serve as the whole body, each of us has a unique role for which we were created. I adore this metaphor because with the hate and division running rampant through this country, so many who claim the name 'Christian' have lost sight of what it truly means to belong to the body of Christ. They have let hate and discrimination pour through their veins so that there is no room for the love of God. For all those who are unclear about exactly who belongs to the body of Christ, here it is: "For we were all baptized by the One Spirit into one body - whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free, We were all given the one Spirit to drink." 1 Corinthians 1:13 There you have it folks. There is no room for racism in God's kingdom. No room for hate, fear, jealousy, violence or vengeance. Those are all thoughts for another day, but the bottom line is that His perfect love should not only cast out fear, but all of the other toxic things that eat away at our minds and souls. 

The basis of any sort of jealousy, racism, discrimination, bias, etc. is the judgement that one doesn't belong. Whether it be oneself, a certain people group, or a person in particular. The thing is that if any single human being on this Earth did not belong, we would not exist. We were not created by an accidental God. He does not make mistakes, he does not need first drafts before the final product. We serve an intentional God, and he has a purpose for each and every one of us as parts of the body of Christ. It is easy to look at others around us, and especially easy in the social media age to make comparisons and judge ourselves or others as less worthy of existence or of love. The bible says "The body is not made of one part, but of many. If the foot should say 'because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body' it does not cease to belong. If an eye should say 'because I am not an ear, I do not belong to the body,' it does not cease to belong. For if the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of sight be?' 1 Corinthians 12:16-20. 

As far as being divided, can you imagine if part of your body refused to act alongside another part? If your legs suddenly decided they no longer wanted to be associated with your torso, and therefore stopped cooperating as they were created to? Or if they took it a step further and began to attack the rest of your body, causing harm and damage to be done. This sounds utterly absurd, right? Because it is. The body was meant to act in unity, with each part fulfilling its' role for the greater good. When one part is targeted or begins to target another, the body as a whole can no longer function as intended. It is no wonder we live in a world of chaos and destruction, with all the division amongst people created to be one. "There should be no division in the body, but that its' parts should have equal concern for one another. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it. 1 Corinthians 12:25. To those who think violence is the answer, or aggression is the way, I pray they will learn this. Violence towards a fellow man will hurt oneself. If we put hatred into this world, WE ALL SUFFER because we all have to live in a world full of the hatred we have filled it with. 

The bottom line, love others as you love yourself, for we are all purposefully here. If your problem is not with loving the world, but loving who you are, remember to give yourself the same love you give away so freely. Every detail of your being was intentional. In a world full of never ending animosity, be the one who chooses love. 

the world. 

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